The biggest fan

My biggest just pissed on my instincts, with-all-her-feelins.
But thats alrite i still hav a fan n idc if its-on-da-ceiling.
Cuz i was always santusht, was infact busy pursuing ur dreams.
Miraculously, One Seized n just when my rhyme started to fade, in came mom with-ice-cream.
Yup
She-likes-me unlikely to dislike me tomorow, unlike-u.
Her love wont fade if i "torch-her" n u cudnt see in sunlight, noo.
Dont even try to understand, u'll never get-this-shiit.
Its like, without da cellfone, u'll never get my messages.
So u say u fought with ur frenz n did not believe-them. (with w/e)
I'v left mine for u, am least concerned if they're still-breathing.
Their only fault was to make fun of our long-distance-love.
Now am sittin stiff, eating w/e shiit u give like its all-sensible.
omg u never liked me did u? for 3 years u bin livin-with-this-hate.
U JUST WANT ME TO GET BETTER! unknowingly, u killed me while killin-the-disgrace.
I must be too bogus to keep an ego, or maybe ur too hateful to see-me-happy.
Maybe thats why they backstab-me, maybe thats why some geek-will-hack-me.
huh.. no wnder u'd call me ur eminem, u never saw the originality in my-skills.
then u'd deprive-me from startin a new life; like ur name was 'i-pills'.
U hated me for a dozen reasons, still had hopes so in future there be no-remorse.
Cuz u come from a convent, n ur 'Done Humanity' like it was-a-course. haha
Then u ask me for respect like it was a pen-to-be-borrowed..
This is my spit, there bitch, gracefully-swallow.
Ur f'n predictible, like right now ur gona talk to ur friend-tukz..
about how i wrote u a hateful poem n how u ended screwin up when u dint meant-to.
Then we're both gona be messed up for few-days.
am gona fail in my exam, n then 'Im sorry' be the only words u'd-say.
then am gona say 'oh its not ur fault' n ur gona say-ok
shamelessly, u wont bust me lying now cuz ur winnin the whole-case.
If my failure was a case then its all in your favor.
n then u dont add friends to delete later.